简济宁去了自己的别墅,从身体内部而生的倦意如同疯长的藤蔓将他整个人紧紧缠绕,使他不得挣脱。一个月的大假,除了倒头大睡简济宁什么都不想做也不想想。莲姐每两天会来一趟别墅,把他叫醒,提醒他吃点东西。偶尔几次在深夜被噩梦惊醒,他不开灯,而是固执地瞪大眼与窗外的漆黑对峙,直到天边泛出鱼肚白才又疲惫不堪地沉沉睡去。耳边,是那段已经熟悉无比的旋律,狂野而自由的歌手骄傲地唱着:“when you're brought into this world they sayyou're born in sin well at least they gave me something i didn't have to steal or have to win……”